Burden of expectations:

Human nature is always in need of appreciations of what you do during the course of life.It is very simple to understand when you love someone you expect love in return,when you think you are close to someone you need to be felt very close with them.You not necessarily do everything for anyone to get same thing or more in return,but when you start feeling that you are being ignored by them then it start hurting you inside,and that feeling is truly a killer,you feel left out,you feel ignored and that moment can create a huge problem in your life.You never want to say what you have done for anyone till you start feeling ignored or left out by same people.
In reality whatever happens,happens for a reason.If you don't experience such incidents,you don't even realise how weak you are?You don't find out how much you are dependant on such people!and more importantly they start controlling you,your emotions,your behaviour and most importantly your personality!So it is very important that whatever you do,think that it is merely a coincident that you could help someone.Do not in any circumstances make you believe that there is only you who could have done this things for your loved one.There is someone everywhere for everyone.Don't start thinking world is ending because you are inactive.So very importantly be strong and don't let this feelings start ruling your behaviour.At this moment I will never advise anyone to fall in a bad habit of forgetting what happens around you.Please remember to appreciate anyone who even do tiniest little thing for you.You should completely do opposite than how they treated you.Never let your ego hurt your feeling. Please always try to understand these kind of things are always meant to destroy you.
If you start looking other way around you will find many things that you should start feeling proud about yourself.You are healthy,your wife and kids are happy and healthy,what else necessarily you should expect more?
Ultimately my beliefs is going back always have positive attitude!Instead of looking at the half empty glass always say it is half full.Small thing like this can make you a better person.
Yesterday I appreciated Puja and today I want to thank my little Anand for me to always to keep thinking that you are not God!If I were Go,I could have saved him.As much I think about what happened to him,I miss him.His sweet memories always made me a better man.He tought me to forgive who wants to hurt me or say bad about me.As long as I will never forget his smiling face even when he was suffering.I know that where ever he is rested,he must be happy!May be it is his blessings,Pratik anf Puja loves me like crazy.Pratik is the son anybody can be proud of.I am blessed to have kids like Pratik and Puja.I have won the lottery and I don't want to have more than their love!